SUSAN: It’s about how I always sexually experience art.
DANIELLE: (Inaudible)
SUSAN: (Inaudible) I start imagining the entire creation process—the artist’s choices, how each stroke was made, the materials used, and how the layers built up to this final moment. But then, something strange happens. As I imagine it, the more as I do it, at some point it’s like I’m no longer controlling my thoughts anymore. The artwork starts unfolding in a way that transcends my imagination, almost like I’m witnessing it being created in reverse. It’s like the universe itself is bringing the piece together, defying all natural laws, and it’s happening right before me. That’s when I feel the rush, that overwhelming sensation.
SUSAN: It’s almost as though the piece of art is coming into existence in reverse time—like the pieces that should have scattered are instead coming together, as if defying entropy itself. And in that moment, I feel like I’m no longer just standing there. I become part of it, and yet, I can’t fully explain why. The sensation becomes so powerful that my body shakes, like I can’t stay still, like I’m overwhelmed by something I don’t fully understand, but I can’t help but feel it.
SUSAN: It’s such a rare thing, and it only happens with the most extraordinary pieces. When I’m in that moment, it feels like the art itself is revealing something timeless, something perfect. Everything aligns in a way that feels too beautiful, too harmonious, and I can’t help but feel… elevated. It’s the most complete, serene joy I could ever experience, but at the same time, it’s so intense, erotic... (Inaudible)